There's this guy I know who is just absolutely amazing. His name is Bo and not only is he incredibly gorgeous, we have so much in common. He is in Guys and Dolls with me...he plays Sky Masterson. It's crazy how much alike we are, and how sweet he is. He looks really punk or whatever, but he's actually rather poetic....he can quote Shakespeare! Another thing that I just love about him is the fact that he can sing so well and act and his interest is in the performing arts-- just like me. In the cast, he's one of my best friends. There's only a few people I truely can talk to. Bo is one of the few. I just don't know what to do.... I mean, he flirts with me and stuff, and it seems pretty obvious that he likes me, but I vaguely remember him telling me a couple of months ago that he had a gurlfriend and I have no clue whether they are still together or not.  I mean, I definately hope not, but I have no idea. And, I mean, I don't really want to just outright ask him, because of course that would get him thinking ya know "why does she want to know?", etc. So.... I don't know. It's just that I've never known someone that I have had so much in common with. Even the little things that I thought I was alone with we share. Such as: He eats coconut straight out of the bag, so do I. It's insane the stuff that we do so much alike. But it's not one of those ditzy crushes that I always have. I'm just so comfortable around Bo. I'm never worried about how I have to act around him or what to say or how to look or what to wear.... I'm just myself. I remember hearing a quote one time, that I can't exactly remember the words, but it went something like this:
Your true love is the one who brings out the best in you, not the best in who you want to be.
Or something to that effect.
But it completely explains this whole thing between Bo and I. I don't have to worry about what happens when I'm with him because I know he accepts me for who I am and I accept him for who he is. I just can't explain it.

Last year, I definately thought I was in love with a boy named Trevor. I mean, I had liked him all my life, it was obviously love, right? Wrong. It wasn't that I liked him or found him attractive, it was more the need to be loved, and Trevor seemed like he would be a potential. Boy, was I wrong. As it turns out, he despised me (big surprise.). When he got a gurlfriend, I was so jealous and I completely screwed up everything and so now they both me. I thought it was the end of the world, and that my life would suck forever and ever amen. But, now that I'm completely over Trevor, I realize that I really never loved him, it was just a cry of attention, really. I think I wanted to believe that I had a chance with him, but I knew in the back of my mind that there really was no way.

It reminds me yet again of this crush that I have had for, I don't know, a few months. I think the only reason why I liked him was really because he is a Josh Groban fan, whom I adore. But, I never see him. Craig (the guy) is a great guy and all, but he's totally not my type or whatever. I really don't have much in common, even though we are both energy-filled people with a passion for classical music.

Those two instances are completely different than the whole Bo thing. He's my good friend and we are like two peas in a pod.... I'm not even exaggerating. We have so much in common that it's almost scary. We finish eachother's scentences and know what the other is going to say and we have this amazing relationship that really is great to see. I have never, not ever, had such a great relationship with a guy.

I do believe it's love.